无法挥去的伤痛

忙碌的时候，所有的人、物和事都不重要了。就连心情，我的脑也管不了。

可是，忙碌后，当心里承受的压力，超越脑容量（人类正常运用的脑容量应该是<10%），压力就会引发低落的心情。那是一种想呐喊的心情！

我的伤痛成了一种并发症。此时此刻，并发症趁机侵略我。伤痛撕裂我的脸，我的人生似乎可以分成两半。我的两种性格，可以并肩站在一起，欣赏对方的嘲笑声。

握着我的心，不停的打和骂，哭不出来也憋不下去。只有不停的捶打，直到开了一个大洞，可以让那个我跳下去，或许就解决了。

忘记那个我，怨恨那个我。

如果那个我可以就此消失，我会放过现在这个我吗？

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