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#To find without searching you have to have searched without finding# One of my friends told me that, I couldn't understand that at first. Then, something came to my mind.. it was told by my best friend many years ago 随缘.  At that time, I couldn't understand too and I have not really understand it until today.  随缘 to me is not something desirable.  It sounds like you have not tried your best to achieve it.  But, recently I started to understand that. It is not about whether you have tried to achieve.  It is more to how you are dealing with the result.  I can do whatever trying to achieve it, but I can't expect it would turn up positively, because whether it is  successful or not (a failure), it is really not up to me. 可遇不可求,  I think this Chinese quote has the same meaning as " To find without searching you have to have searched without finding". Love happens by chance.  It is not something that you give and he/she will t

又一年了。年尾是丰收的日子也是展望的日子。 今年在精神上有了很多的收获。 我开始读Master了。虽然很多时候都偷懒，但还是很享受固中的乐趣。读书啊，离我很远的日子。虽然很想回到学府去，单纯享受学习生涯抛下一切，可是生活是现实的暂时去不了了。还是有机会的！！多两年吧！ 在心里，终于原谅和放下一个人了。告诉他后，他也很高兴。这一生能有几个好朋友呢。我自己也为之高兴呢。 在工作上，我从别人认为最没有前途的职位跳到最有前途的职位。哈。我本人是不这么认为啦。没有哪个职位是没前途的。只是之前那个有点闷而已，这一个比较有趣-我可以到处趴趴走。自从上位后，我从Tonga、香港到日本东京，再来是中国北京。一年已经去了4个国家。乘机探望老朋友 - 从香港上广州再去澳门，在东京和Kaori的朋友-Natsuki 和 Maya 一起游东京。这是多么惬意的事！中国北京就是旧地重游啦，只是上回是秋天而这回是令人发冷的冬天！当然我最希望的是升职啦，那么我也不用那么辛苦做part time了，还可以专心读书。 今年也和家人去了韩国旅行。今年还真的玩得不亦乐乎呀！ 更棒的是我把债务大部分都还清了。虽然还要负担房贷，可已经轻松了很多。 另外也和几个朋友的关系更好了。要深交和知交在这个年龄很不容易。 接下来的日子，我希望可以： 1. 继续到处趴趴走 2.还清债务 3.努力聪明的读master 4. 存一笔钱 还要不断提醒自己：不要让心灵那么烦扰，尽量的就简单起来。这是2014的展望呢！