SKY

这一次是我自己为自己下的决定 很小心你说慢慢来别怕来不及 如果我还有一点点不安或者迟疑 我不会对你的反应那么好奇 多远啊其实也很不愿意 其实也不想回忆 谁没等到错过了流星 我们啊交集在这意外的假期 一定那里见过你一定曾经梦见你 fly away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛 看着你就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定 fly away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻 有一个人有一颗心才仅默默之中在那里 这一次连我自己都说我毫不悔意 爱上你终于我发现我还有勇气 为你我觉得遗憾的是我不够自信 不了解你说了一些话的用意 几乎是所有时间在想你 快乐之后是压抑 有没有过这样的呼吸 幸福啊只要一个眼神的交集 我们拥抱着自己我们渴望着相遇 fly away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻 是你的人是你的心日日夜夜陪我在这里

No more talk of darkness, Forget these wide-eyed fears. I'm here, nothing can harm you - my words will warm and calm you. Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry -your tears. I'm here, with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you . . . Say you love me every waking moment, turn my head with talk of summertime . . . Say you need me with you , now and always . . . promise me that all you say is true - that's all I ask of you . . . Let me be your shelter Let me be your light You' re safe: No-one will find you Your fears are far behind you... All I want is Freedom a world with no more night and you always beside me to hold me and to hide me

Read the book slowly, for quite some times. There are a lot of women rights and gender issues mentioned in the novel. Hahaha It's too obvious. I can easily identify the issues. So sensitive to it. Was exposed too much through my works.

突然接到一个很久没联络的朋友的电话。谈了一阵，想起很多年前，我曾经和他一起讨论过“爱”。那时，我常常问：爱是什么？经过一番争辩，我们都赞成爱和喜欢不同。哈哈哈，好简单的结论。 经过很多年的思考，爱有很多种。父母，孩子，姐妹，朋友之间的也可以是爱。定义广了，也更模糊。 今天有人给了我爱的定义。他说，他不能定义爱，但他能定义（确定)他爱的人。他以他爱的人来诠释爱。

1) It was my 5th day at Bali. The conference was great. It gave me some times to think about the project that I am currently handling and some ideas on where the project should direct to and how to work on it. I couldn't have done that if I continue to stay at the office. Too much works and I was doing for the sake of finishing it. 2) I met an American lady at the conference when waiting bus at the drop-off place. Yeah, another American lady... She is lovely and talkative. She works at Hanoi, Vietnam and has been working there for more than 10 years. She told me a lot about her life, from internship at Fiji, studying at Uni Hawaii, working at Thailand, Switzerland, so on ...... and how she met her husband. She said a lady like her, who is so independent and mobilize, would not think of marriage or meeting a guy. Unexpected, she met her husband at Vietnam, who was working there too. The most wonderful part was that her husband came from the same area as she was. Just few years ago,

I always thinking to run away when I face the problem that I can't solve. Anyway, it's just some thoughts. I never do so. May be I'm too naive, I just can't believe the people can be so fake. (I think they have used to it.) At this moment, they are blaming you for something. But, after a moment, they smile to you and ask for your favour. They are like the evening weather.... The organisation does not share a common vision. They try to get rid of each other. They afraid and kiasu that they are not getting the $$....... Why are they not getting the $$? The reason is not about whether they are part of the process or not. They really should think about it. I was not so happy today, facing those fake people at the workshop. I wondered our works, done by all these people would it really benefits the community? I don't know as I'm part of them. I am part of them and it makes me upset.