Today生日的一些感触

Watched this yesterday night. Wanted to stay overnight for a movie or anime quite some time and enjoyed some luxuries of being a cat that stayed awake in the midnight.



His music always impressed me. Sir, please organize an orchestra concert in Malaysia!!!!

Hooray, I just turned into 2X years old (don't ask me my age - forbidden, it's still started with num 2 hehe)!!!! A lot more to experience, learn and improvE!!

长大了，是什么？以前，懵懵懂懂的过日子。那时总以为，还有明天。也以为自己已经尽了最大的努力，过着疯狂的日子。现在，回头看一看，还是觉得不够疯狂，不够精彩。可，疯狂和精彩又是什么？人不疯狂枉少年！！！ 这是我的座右铭。

你看我好，我看你好～我的疯狂看在我的眼里，不是什么，看在别人眼里，那是令人羡慕的。我也羡慕别人。那些我羡慕的，我学着自己达成。可能不完全相同，但也是一种成就。

我是满足的，可，我不会停下。问自己：努力燃烧自己是为了什么？那是因为不要有遗憾。

如果放开一切，不理所有的世俗眼光，不理自己那被教育的思想，我会去哪里？我常常会想起一个抛下一切，不停流浪的朋友。我羡慕她，但不想学她 。我不能忍受没有“家”的感觉，也不能忍受一辈子在流浪。

哦，生日～是成长让我不再觉得特别，但我学会珍惜/活着的精彩。

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