人生

人生就是不停的探讨。自从离开了那个组织，转换环境后，我的人生好像又继续前进了。意识到很多事都取决于你的态度。很多事只要你觉得麻烦，单调，讨厌，它就会变成这样，而你渐渐的也会变成这样。如果以好的想法和态度面对迎面而来的挑战，它就会变成你的朋友，事情也会慢慢转好。

离开后，看清了很多事，也更加知道自己要怎么走这条路。申请奖学金两次，两次都失败了。可，这并没有让我伤心。在现在的组织，帮忙做看似不重要的工作，帮头帮尾的。原来通过这么一次的沉淀，才会更加知道自己要的是什么。

终于，成长了。面对事情没有害怕。虽然会累，还是欢喜的。

感情也是这样。当你以积极的态度面对感情，他也会回报你。让你看清楚自己，也看清别人。

加油啊，即将32岁的自己！

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