失落

听着徐佳莹的失落沙洲。我正在为我的工作感到失落。

那天和朋友愤愤不平的抱怨公司对员工的不平等对待。今天从怡保回来，一直在想着：难道是自己太计较了？为什么这么想呢？因为啊，他们宁愿大老远的浪费时间坐火车来到我住的地方和我集合，也不愿舒舒服服让司机去载。这样做，对一个上了年纪的人来说很幸苦吧！不过，想深一层，又觉得如果因为我会驾车，且愿意驾长途车，而宁愿让我做司机省下那笔钱——对我来说又公平吗？有时候，我觉得：那是take for granted。

牺牲我的休息日，难道我只是为了充当司机？我不见得我有多重要。这样的组织，把不该省得省下来，该坚持的却不坚持。有时候，我真怀疑：正真judgmental的，bias的可能是我们。还有那可恶的双重标准害惨了我们。

正真蒙蔽我们的双眼的是我们的知识。我们那盛满的水，让我们不能前进。看不清事情的经过，看不到真相，或者选择逃避。现在的我心里真的真的很失落。

好伤心......

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