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My first impression on Beijing is the strong wind. I hardly made my steps in such " violent " wind. My friends and I were fighting with the wind  while walking back to our apartment. If we are lucky enough to be on the same direction of where the wind blow to, gagagaga, imagine, we walk faster than usual with its help. The weather in Beijing is unpredictable, sunny and foggy, sunny and windy, cloudy and windy................. a lot of varieties ... hmnnnn Beijing is awesome. For someone like me, who has grown up and live in the city and desired on something which is more cultural, traditional and natural, Beijing is just my place. It is modern and old. The public transport system, subway and buses are very well connected. Cheap and efficient. You will never wait for more than 15 minutes or wait endlessly. Most foreigners might find the city not friendly as the people can't speak well English. (maybe they don't need to, btw most of the tourists are Chinese- from Ch...

I don't know that lovers who love each other so much are able to hurt each other so badly, when love turns into hatred. Now I know, I know how it hurts. I told myself, it has no point to hurt the person you love, as he/she is the one you are in love and care with. (Don't hurt with words, don't hurt by testing him/her, don't hurt with manipulation etc....) Sometimes, we are just too emotional and forget that he/she is a human who just like you and me. What I don't like, he/she doesn't like it neither. Love would not continue exist, if one's do not accept who he/she is. For love to grow, ones needs to forgive, accept, tolerant and respect he/she, vice versa.

It was a scary but exciting journey. yes, to morib. Never been in morib, don't know where is it and how to get to there. This time, I drove alone. My team members did not come with me. They will travel on their own... I hope they don't get lost somewhere. I can't help (devil...) I was so glad that I made it. Actually I got a google map with me, it brought me into some small lanes of plantations - maybe is some shortcuts, but I was so helpless at the time. There was no road sign, no people. I should turn left into x x x road as shown on the map......I saw only palm trees. I tried my luck, followed my instinct and observation + a little bit of confidence, I managed to spot a little signboard. Driving on a long straight road, without anything to recognize along. Few cars passed by. Very quiet road. I knew if I took a wrong direction, I would be nowhere. Finally, with the trust, I got into Jenjarom town. Hooray!! I really enjoyed the little adventure, hahaha is challe...

忙碌的时候，所有的人、物和事都不重要了。就连心情，我的脑也管不了。 可是，忙碌后，当心里承受的压力，超越脑容量（人类正常运用的脑容量应该是<10%），压力就会引发低落的心情。那是一种想呐喊的心情！ 我的伤痛成了一种并发症。此时此刻，并发症趁机侵略我。伤痛撕裂我的脸，我的人生似乎可以分成两半。我的两种性格，可以并肩站在一起，欣赏对方的嘲笑声。 握着我的心，不停的打和骂，哭不出来也憋不下去。只有不停的捶打，直到开了一个大洞，可以让那个我跳下去，或许就解决了。 忘记那个我，怨恨那个我。 如果那个我可以就此消失，我会放过现在这个我吗？

Lately, I ate dinner late. Few days ago around 8.30pm and today was 9 sth ... Hmmnnnn, it is really bad for my stomach. Had gastric pain when I was in primary. Tried to eat on time for ages, and now, for the sack of finishing the works before go Beijing....erm hehe extend my stay for travelling, my gastric pain resume. I can't eat a lot during lunch time. I eat little and frequent meals. I get hungry after 2- 2 and half  hours of a meal, which mean around 5pm, I get hungry when office hour ends. All my snacks finished few months ago. I still can't get a time to buy it.... erm I wonder should I have all my time tie to works. I'll get over the curse soon after coming back from Beijing. Erm... I'm really feeling uncomfortable right now... I hope I'll really no need to OT after Beijing... (but look at my schedule, it's full until 2nd week of December. Oh SOS!!!! Stress is going to kill me!!!!!!

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Yesterday I just mentioned that my love on the works. OT, because of too much works, but still bearable. But, within a day, so much changes today. I feel terrible today. The works are pending, no one seems wanna work. Things happen, seniors still bullied the new comer. A lot of things, I want to talk to someone, but I can't. Haihhh, things go complicated....

Recently I stay at the office after work so frequently. Not in hurry, e.g. rushing to another job or getting home. Going to Beijing soon, erm, there are a lot of works not settle yet. 3 training of trainers, 2 follow-up events, budget and programme planning, endless correspondences, MAC grant proposals, MAC reports, MYSOR reports, annual budget programme, internal annual report, online report, annual work plan and budget for MYSOR, standard progress report....... And there are 2 more months to go before new year comes. Anyway, year ends but works never end. I think boss might like me very much, as I work hard, hard ... and is still hard. Oh, I'm not complaining, I'm just like my job very much. I have my passion and I'm energetic. What a waste if I did not contribute (spend my energy in a more useful and effiecient ways)? OKay, I will be killed by family and best friends, if they read this. (I'll be questioning why I spend my energy on working?) Anyway, I enjoy travel. M...

所有电话接出去外太空 下午两点钟 你 在不在城中 我带着一张陌生的脸孔 行人汹涌 流泪并没有用 仰望天空才有飞的冲动 你 给的只是梦 我早应该想通 朋友说失恋的人力大无穷 扛所有痛 还要面带笑容 你 呀 放不下 你 呀 飞不动 你 的爱压得好重 我撑得快发疯 飞 呀 就让我飞 呀 别起哄 不必告诉我没空 反正 你 只是观众 一个人在家旧回忆围拢 我仿佛一只蛹 闷得快要发疯 谁听到我勇敢的对 你 怒吼 给我天空 我会找到彩虹 你 呀 放不下 你 呀 飞不动 你 的爱曾经感动 此刻还是剧终 飞 呀 就让我飞 呀 超时空 我再不问 你 的行踪 反正我也是观众