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放任心思 无限的飘 载着我快乐妄想 翻过重山 掠过海洋 我世界没有框框 多少爱情 行色迷乱 看的我一脸仓惶 真情没入 庸扰人海 心消耗 伤怀却不断 谁与我远远的漫步云端 在靠近太阳的地方住下 能掩耳不听那俗事喧嚣 要一种真正的自由自在 愿与你远远的漫步云端 美丽穹苍为我们铺展 别让心房沾惹尘埃 要一种乾净的相爱 **爱上一首歌**

参加了几个旧同学的喜宴，看着他们幸福的表情，哦，找寻“幸福”真的很简单，并不是想象中的难。 而我的幸福是什么？每个人要求的幸福不一样。我的幸福却很模糊。工作，生活，家人，呵呵，那是我拥有的幸福。找个可以一起分享一切的另一半，就会更幸福吧 :) 我问：他们怎样断定那就是他们要的另一半，他们所追寻的生活？婚姻只是一个开始。真的需要勇气才能做这样的决定吧！ 我告诉自己：幸福还真不是自动降临的啊。还真的需要去追求，然后付出努力和时间。  我看啊，那难可能就是捆着自己的心魔吧。 哦 我还是继续听我的王菲，看我的败犬，弹我的第二届星光大道金曲。

昨天，躺在床上，听着王菲入睡。这CD里有我最爱的专辑——只爱陌生人和寒武纪。 自从搬进这间屋子，我好久没有好好的听她的歌。 阿修罗在耳际响起，那是我喜欢的歌之一。听着听着，突然想起了那篇我为这首歌而写的短篇小说。哦，原来我曾写过这么一篇小说！那时，我是多么爱爬格子。真的，很爱。是怎么放弃了呢？ 这首歌还是一样，这歌词，总让我感触良多。歌词里，我看到的是恨。 “情愿两个人不快活 也要一起生活 我们做过什么 怎么 怎么 莫非你是阿修罗 享受哀艳的战火 将玻璃鞋也击破 都不愿看破”  那时的我，想到的是我的父母。 “王子 小王子 为什么 访客们都是路过 为何要 主人难过 发生了什么 怎么 怎么 情愿一起沉没 也不欣赏泡沫” 现在的我，看到的是想要爱，却不得不放弃的伤痛。(除了小王子，还有美人鱼啊）

This morning I woke up quite early (not as early as when I need to work), it was 8.30am. Packed my luggage, I was thinking to go out for a walk at the riverfront n take the sampan to another side of the river. The floor was wet outside. There was some rains i think. It was fresh walking outside after the rain. Everything looked lively. Some kids passed by me, one of them suddenly sang in Chinese 老鼠爱大米.... and then they all burst in laughs. I turned and smiled at them. This was not the first time I met kids like that here. Yesterday, I was shotting some photos. A gang of four suddenly postured in front of me, hahahaha I shot them. They are future models. There was also kids passing by me and said "halo, moi"..... Finally I got into a sampan. 40 cents a ride. The old man rowed the sampan away from the jetty and then he pulled a string - the motor brooooooooommmmmmm, and the sampan moved across the river. A little girl kept her eyes on my camera, when I was shotting some pho...

This is a city with a lot of cats statues. Real cat? I haven't seen one yet. Went here last Thursday. It rains everyday. Cold. Like I have predicted, I was tired and I didn't feel good. Tried to enjoy, and I did, sometimes. Trapped in the blues, self-reflected these few days and tried to figure out what had happened and why I felt like that. I would like to let go. I want to find a solution. But, the only solution I can think of is to forgive/ at least forget. (The best way to forget is to get a nice sleep) Annie drove us around the city, passed by the only toll here. She was proud of it - many tolls in KL, they have only one ... Get it? gagagaga We got into a street - some people will call it Chinatown, which I don't agree with. This China street, with a lot of shops. They sell all kinds of souvenirs. We couldn't stop ourselves from shopping at these shops.... This happened when all are girls (gender bias, am I) Anyway, today it was my 3rd day here. I'm...

Watched the Time Traveler's Wife last Wednesday. Have had very high expectation, as the book is great! Anyway, someone told me not to expect things. It will always turn up as "not what you think". Right, and I'm really disappointed on the movie. My sister told me what to expect, is movie, only 2 hours. Hmmnn...

It's fun to think about the following questions..... Discussion Questions from the Publisher In The Time Traveler's Wife , the characters meet each other at various times during their lifetime. How does the author keep all the timelines in order and "on time"? Although Henry does the time traveling, Clare is equally impacted. How does she cope with his journeys and does she ultimately accept them? How does the writer introduce the reader to the concept of time travel as a realistic occurrence? Does she succeed? Henry's life is disrupted on multiple levels by spontaneous time travel. How does his career as a librarian offset his tumultuous disappearances? Why does that job appeal to Henry? Henry and Clare know each other for years before they fall in love as adults. How does Clare cope with the knowledge that at a young age she knows that Henry is the man she will eventually marry? The Time Traveler's Wife is ultimately an enduring love s...

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