SOS

Save me.
过了一天我的心还在痛。隐隐作痛。是我患病了吗？还是我无法放下？
今天早上，我们仿佛和好了。虽然和好了，心里很不踏实。
前天他已经说了如果我不理他，我们就算了。因为他不想像以前一样觉得自己被利用被忽略。这么容易可以算，今早再和他确定，他说是的。这仿佛告诉我，他没有太需要你，也没有很要我，更不要说爱你。
你没接他的电话时，他只放话说这样代表我们结束了。然后去找朋友咨询我们的问题，却没有想来找你和你好好谈谈。

这么一说。今天起身的那刻，即使听到他说爱我，爱他的心好像离开了。
可是一切又很模糊。是我累了吗？或许我已经不能再承受了。
今早吵着要他过来，就是想让自己定下来，不要让自己乱想了。救我。
可终究他没有听到我在求救。

我不知道该怎么面对他。心里还在痛。太疼了。
明天还要见面吗？

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