手机
没有手机的时代很简单。即使有了手机，我的世界还是很简单。我不想的话，手机放一边，我的心思就只在这一刻。可是现在手机变成了很重要的东西，因为另一头是那个我牵挂的他。我没回短讯，他会担心。我没接电话，他会骂我。
因为怕他担心，手机总在身边。我都觉得自己不是自己了。
和他吵架后伤心的自己也没有地方可以躲。想清静好好想想我和他之间，电话总是嘟嘟在响。我不想他胡思乱想，可又需要有个可以让心静下来的地方。
那个潇洒的我到底去了哪里？
我都不是我了。
Thoughts @ ICAAP
1) It was my 5th day at Bali. The conference was great. It gave me some times to think about the project that I am currently handling and some ideas on where the project should direct to and how to work on it. I couldn't have done that if I continue to stay at the office. Too much works and I was doing for the sake of finishing it. 2) I met an American lady at the conference when waiting bus at the drop-off place. Yeah, another American lady... She is lovely and talkative. She works at Hanoi, Vietnam and has been working there for more than 10 years. She told me a lot about her life, from internship at Fiji, studying at Uni Hawaii, working at Thailand, Switzerland, so on ...... and how she met her husband. She said a lady like her, who is so independent and mobilize, would not think of marriage or meeting a guy. Unexpected, she met her husband at Vietnam, who was working there too. The most wonderful part was that her husband came from the same area as she was. Just few years ago,...
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