异想天开的我

有些事情无论过了多久，也搞不清楚。我就是这么一个看心情做事的人，虽然很尽力的把这个很艺术家的一面隐藏起来，还是常常凸槌。越想要搞清楚这么一件事，还是更盲目的陷在其中，固执的相信自己看到的，还有想要看到的。一直一直的走呀走的，很久以后，才领悟：啊，原来如此啊！如果可以潇洒的放下一切，不执着的，这就不是我了。
因为这一点执著，才走到了今天。可，如果真的可以放下，这世界我是不是从此就拥有了？
还是有那么一点点的异想天开，想着有一天可以不需要为了生活而努力。还真的是要改变心态～为了努力而生活，哈。

##有些事情 过了很久 还搞不清
我就是这么一个看心情的人 很尽力的隐藏
这艺术家就是存在
想要搞清楚 原来很难

陷在其中 固执很久 还看不清
走啊走的很久以后 啊 原来如此啊
这潇洒 可以放下的 那是很久以后

不执著的不是我 可以放下的 就拥有世界了吗
那异想天开的我 真的会为了努力而生活啊##


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