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This evening rained heavily. Most of the roads were flooded and most of us were trapped on the road, bumper to bumper. I stopped at the traffic light at the junction in front of subang parade and maybank. I was the first car and there were many cars behind me. Then, there was this siren sounded from far. I tried to find the direction of the siren and found an ambulance was at the end of the cars behind me. I drove forward slowly, into the yellow box of the cross junction. The cars from opposite lane were still crossing the junction and I couldn't go further. But the car behind me kept on horning - either he was trying to gain attention of the cars at the opposite lane, or he was trying to "force" me drive forward. Anyway, I ignored it because I couldn't drive forward when the cars were driving fast to cross the junction. Then, the cars on left lane started to move to their left and the ambulance managed to get over some cars. While the traffic light tu...

看来我还有很多很多要学习的修养。第一保持沉稳。不要这么容易被一些事影响。小小一件事可以让我这么生气。如果一辈子被气，怎么办？还有，不要气一些故意为难你的人。理智一些，这些人不重要，成事才重要。 第二要更有信心。对自己和别人都要有信心。 不要害怕把自己的心里话说出来。虽然别人不一定要听这些，可是，不是告诉自己了吗： 不要管别人想什么。他们不想听，会告诉你的。 哈，我也不知道自己怎么了。应该被气昏了吧！

人的想法很可怕。 我必须承认——我那黑暗的一面。只有接受这黑暗，面对它，才能自信地活出自己。反正人就是多面性的，才可以有无限的可能。没有人永远站在光明，也没有人永远站在黑暗。活在黄昏里或晨曦里，那会更有趣。 常常只想着这么做别人会难过吗？不能只顾虑别人的感受，而不表达自己的意见。如何同时不伤害别人却又能得到自己想要的是一门学问。这总要伤害了人很多次，才学会的。 所以呢，我只能不想了，不怕了。偶尔，做一些脱轨的事，使坏什么的，还可以轻松一番。总好过当一个烂好人吧。宁愿伤害这个人一百次，也不愿意在背后惺惺作态。 回过头想，别人的批评就是那么一回事。越是觉得伤害，越得警惕自己～道行不够高，继续修炼。更要庆幸，这是单刀直入的，不是笑里藏刀。 坦坦荡荡的面对真实的自己。

A group of young people (except one :p) celebrated my birthday with me yesterday. They are young （5-6 years） younger than me..eh hem, but I'm not OLD. I'm MATURED in many ways hahaha, there are benefits to grow old. Yesterday night, of one night, I was taught again on the important lesson in my life. Friends who are passionate, trustworthy and honest are always there for you. They treat you excellent well from the bottom of their hearts.    And only one night - I learned that I do too little for my family members. I support them, financially and mentally, but that's not enough. Making them happy is an important element that I've left out in our relationships. Thank you, mum! I wouldn't be here, without you. Thank you, sisters! I know whatever decision I make will be supported by both of you.  Thank you, friends! You all cheer up my life. I'll live cheerfully and healthily every day of my life. Let's blow 30 candles when I'm 30!!! LOL ...

昨日，是我平生与死神最接近的一天。或许这样说有一点严重，可是不无可能。 悠游的驾在MRR2，轻松的往Ampang去。一路顺畅，没有车龙。来到Gombak的一段路，我跟在一辆货车后。我和这货车的距离有一个车位。左边的车道有点拥挤，车辆头接着头，并贴一线。就在我经过两辆车后，来到第三辆黑色短尾saga的车边，我的车头即将经过这saga的一半时，这车突然吃进我的车道。发现时，我在惊吓之余，只想到要赶快慢下来。以现在这速度，我的车一定撞上这车的！ 赶快按车笛，希望他发现我，然后回到他的车道。同一个时候，我也踩刹车，听见车胎的声音。从来没有想到在这瞬间车轮摩擦在地面上的嘶声很恐怖。千钧一发之际，我看见分堤和我的车之间还有一些空间，足以让我的车划出Z字减低摩擦，争取时间让车慢下来。而这黑色saga也就成功进入我的这条车道。这时的我从惊吓变成生气，车笛鸣起——从来没有按这么久。我的手都冷了，身体微微抖着。 看见他的孩子一直往后看我。这孩子旁边还有两个小人头，车前司机旁坐了一个包头的妇女。我看全家大小都在车上吧！这种鲁莽司机，我更不能原谅！小孩不明白，可是大人总该知道刚才有多么险峻吧！可是那妇女也不曾回头看，或者检查孩子的安危。 过了一段路，这黑色saga终于在一个分岔路口吃会左边车道。我经过他的时候，想看看他有没有道歉，他却看也不看一眼，目无表情的看着前面的路。他到底有没有看到我的车？还是他根本不痛不痒，不觉得刚才有多危险？我的心很寒。 幸好，尾随我的车并没有太靠近我，他还来得及刹车。幸好，我的刹车没有问题。幸好，我的精神状态良好，思绪灵敏。 幸好，我注意到了这黑色saga。

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