SKY

Dear Friends, ...my first day.... I was on my way to the LCCT airport with my beloved sister, Elle. So exciting. We reached there around 4.20pm and rushing to check in before counter closed at 4.55pm. Finally we were at the counter. The receptionist told us, "Your passport is 3 months to expire! We can't proceed your check-in"...... What!!!??? My sister had forgotten to check her passport's expiry date. There was no other way, except renew the passport now. Gosh, what could we do? We went to the service counter. We wanted to change the flight to tomorrow. The officer told us that we could not change within 24 hours and the flight ticket would be forfeited if she did not aboard. He suggested Elle to renew passport and buy tomorrow's flight ticket. Finally, I got to Ho Chi Minh by myself. Everything was fine and easy until I reached the Tan Son Nhat Airport. When I stepped out from the airport, I could not see any airport bus/buses. Then a taxi driver approached me ...

I think I made another mistake again. To hurt by someone ~ unnecessary. I could have avoid it from happened. But still, I was too stubborn to believe it could happen again. I knew that I would regret after all and feel upset. Why did I let it happen? Why didn't I run away from it? The choice was up to me. Is that because the hurting is part of the sweetness? And I expected it. I still wanted it. I think I'm insane.

昨天看见他上网，忍不住把我的疑问告诉了他。哈哈，真的很傻，这么久的事了，他怎么记得呢？而且还是这么无关痛痒的事。如果被问的人是我，我也会觉得很奇怪。 不过，看见他在msn上回答我的tag，还真让我开心呢-哈哈喜欢这种感觉。有人回应的感觉，呵呵不会孤单呢。 今天被另一个朋友说我们恶心，什么恶心嘛，是温馨。哈哈，她其实也很“恶”，不然不会插上一脚，所谓物以类聚 嘿嘿

最近，常常想起一个朋友。以前时常会和他见面，一起看戏吃饭唱k。然后，突然的，他就从我的生活消失了。给他sms，他没回。从朋友那儿，也问不到什么。不知为什么，他就这样不见了。从我的生活圈子消失。为什么不打电话给他呢？我试过，没接。可，我也不敢再打-因为曾经打给他，却留下了不美好的回忆。所以干脆只用sms联络。 偶尔想起他和我说起的计划-那些旅行计划，我很想，但我不敢-因为我不敢想，他为什么要和我一起去旅行？或许他提的不是时候，我刚从国外回来。 也会想起唱k时，他瞄我的眼睛。很想问他为什么这样瞄我-是不是我唱得太难听？也记得，和他一起飙歌的时候～偶尔会唱的很合拍。 这也已经是陈年往事。以上我所想的-可能不是他所感觉的。不然，为什么我对他印象这么深？直到现在还影响着我，他却不再和我保持联络。

从来就没有拒绝人的习惯，尤其是那些我在乎的人。无论发生什么事，我都会尽可能给与他们协助。无论要求什么，如果我办得到，我一定做。或许因为对这些人坦坦荡荡的，如果对方又一副不在乎的样子，我心里会特别难过。没有保留的付出是我最大的弱点。 有时我觉得这可能是一种惩罚。惩罚我对那些我不在乎的人的冷淡。 已经不记得被遗弃了多少次。如果我为自己多保留一点，就不会在乎被遗弃的次数了。

I watched The Reader this afternoon. At first, I was finding it difficult to understand, because it did not make any sense to me. Hanna was always angry with him on small things, often throwing her tantrum on him. Did she really love the kid? Why did she leave the kid? Everything made sense - when the movie came to the middle. She was ashamed of her illiteracy and jealous on girls who can read and write. She could work very well by executing instructions. Without instructions, she felt that she could not work and don't know how to work. The Kid - finally grew into a man. He was still the Kid who loved her and could not forgive her for leaving him of "no reason". He doubted on the reason of her being with him. He refused to visit her before she was charged. After years, he divorced. Suddenly, he started reading her stories by sending her the tapes. Why did he made the tapes for her after years? I cried when he read and taped stories for her. Why did he do this to her? He ...

上一次本来打算和朋友去太平度假。哪里知道临时被“遗弃”了。没有办法，我了解他们的事比这个更重要。也幸好没去成，不然那突如其来的工作就不能完成了。 对，我就是那个连放假也要做工的家伙！无论如何经过一番的耕耘，必定会有收获的。我相信就在不远的将来。 就这样忙忙碌碌的，今天终于享受了一个休闲但充实的一天。 嘿嘿，我和友人一大早到布城看热气球-风和日丽，现场也很热闹，我还遇见朋友呢。然后到cheras吃早餐－终于吃到了已经很久没吃到的点心。再到谷中城看了一场电影。 中午就到茨厂街吃了出名的云吞面。还到中央艺术坊逛一逛，看中了一些东西，但没买－那儿的东西实在太贵了。最后，观赏一处关于缅甸难民在马来西亚的纪录片。学了很多，也重新定义什么是人权？什么是珍惜？ 回到家－累了，但从来没有如此满足愉快。